Monday, December 7, 2009

struggle

you make my life so hard, and heart breaking. no matter what i am told, i still want you i want you to want me and look at me like you used to, you gave me false hope everyday and i denied the truth. i loved you while you were telling me you loved me, while sleeping with another girl, what a tale that is. i send you emails everyday and save them in my drafts because i would never want you to read how i really feel, every one of them is different, anger, love, hurt, happiness, loss i wish i could send them.
it is such a struggle every day not to talk to you, well i have gotten two days so far and i am ever so proud of myself.

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